i thought i made an amazing friend on here but it turns out he is apparently upset with me an will not talk to me anymore...i am sad to see he feels this way but through this sadness i managed to meet someone new...while out this saturday upset an wanting a drink...i met someone who seems sweet an have been told he is a good guy...so we will see what happens :) finally someone in my life to spend time with an not just spend time dreamin about someone online that i thought was a good friend...even though i will miss our daily chats as we even talked on the phone on a daily basis an even had talked about one day meeting, i loved that this person always made me think about things in a different way an was there to support me through some rough times...but if he wants to lose that an hold a grudge for some reason then so be it! i just hope that i do not lose our friendship an we can work things out someday but if not...there are other fish in the sea...such as the guy i met saturday.