SOMETIMES I SIT AND WONDER WHY ME...WHY WAS I FOOLISH ENOUGH TO THINK YOU COULD BE REAL? WHY DID I GO AND LET MY GUARD DOWN AND TRUST YOU? WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SHARE SO MUCH WITH ME ONLY TO FIND OUT YOU WERE A LIER AND A FAKE....HOW COULD YOU PLAY WITH SOMEONES EMOTIONS LIKE THAT? AND WHY ME??? I WAS A FOOL TO THINK I COULD FIND LOVE AGAIN I GUESS... NOW I SIT ALL ALONE IN THIS WORLD WONDERING IF I WILL EVER FIND THE STRENGTH TO NOT GIVE UP AND TO MOVE ON... MY HEART ACHES TO JUST BE ABLE TO BE HELD IN SOMEONES ARMS AND TO FEEL TRUE LOVE AGAIN...IT HAS BEEN TOO LONG, BUT I MUST NOT TRUST TOO EASILY AGAIN FOR I WILL ONLY GET BURNED! AS I SIT AND CRY I WONDER WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO LEARN FROM YOU? WHY WERE YOU BROUGHT INTO MY LIFE FOR JUST A SHORT WHILE? WHY DID YOU HAVE TO HURT ME?? BUT I MUST GO ON AND TRY TO FIGURE IT OUT...THERE MUST HAVE BEEN SOME REASON FOR IT....
