Here I am, once again...
With this heavy heart,
And this pain has become my mainstay...
Now through these tears I try to see,
The beauty that is around me...
But it's so hard to focus with these tear stained, bloodshot eyes...
I try to sift through my mind's eye,
Looking for some happy memories..
But without your strength to guide me,
I feel as though all hope's about to die
I can't seem to escape, this paint-slapped covered canvas...
And I can't help but laugh at the people,
That I know I'll never be..
With all their lives...pretty pictures
They say Love isn't love...
Until you give it away,
Well I've given about all that I can give
And with each broken heart,
I lose a bit of me...
And I'm not sure if what I have now...
Will let me survive
So here I am, once again
Tainted by love's painful stain,
Pulling Cupid's arrow from my heart..
Crucifying another love, and sending it off again
