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Forever isn't Enough...

All that I was All that I ever could be You always knew, Always believed When even I did not Reaching to me Giving me your hand Wanting nothing in return All that you are All that you ever could be I always knew, When even you did not I reached out to you Gave you my hand Wanting nothing more Than to know you All that we are All that we could be We always knew There was something there Something deep within us, Unrestrained love Unlike anything we had ever known Forever isn’t enough For me to ever show What you signify to me, A cherished friend and partner, Loved without question, For in the end, there remains Only you, only me Eye to eye, soul to soul Until the last grains of sand Fall away

Stab My Heart (Love Me)

Go on. Stab me. Crush me. Break me. Just promise that one day you'll maybe love me. I will throw myself into your arms willingly accepting the knife that meets my heart. I will hand you my love, my heart, my soul, and after you crush it, I will still be yours. All this is done in the name of Love. All this is done with the bit of hope that still resides in my soul. I do what you ask. I do what you say. You still do not love me. That's okay. Because im resting my love on the "maybe one day". Having you at last will be worth this pain, of constant rejection, of hated reflection, of trying to change. Just keep stabbing me my love. Keep hurting me my dear, just promise me that one day maybe you'll love me. And if one day you break all that is left and I'm alone waiting on your front step waiting for that one last tear that will leave nothing left I will bleed to death while embracing the pain and I will smile with what strength I have as I reach to give you one last kiss And never reach your cheek Will you love me then? After I have gone, and you are left alone will you realize your mistake and find a heart that's warm inside that void? If not, then when you visit my grave promise me that one day maybe you will love me.
Here I am, once again... With this heavy heart, And this pain has become my mainstay... Now through these tears I try to see, The beauty that is around me... But it's so hard to focus with these tear stained, bloodshot eyes... I try to sift through my mind's eye, Looking for some happy memories.. But without your strength to guide me, I feel as though all hope's about to die I can't seem to escape, this paint-slapped covered canvas... And I can't help but laugh at the people, That I know I'll never be.. With all their lives...pretty pictures They say Love isn't love... Until you give it away, Well I've given about all that I can give And with each broken heart, I lose a bit of me... And I'm not sure if what I have now... Will let me survive So here I am, once again Tainted by love's painful stain, Pulling Cupid's arrow from my heart.. Crucifying another love, and sending it off again
Alone I search this world of shattered dreams... Picking up the pieces of my broken heart So please forgive me, if I say to you That happiness is just a word to me... Now don't be fooled, This hollow smile that I wear, Is only here to protect me... Until I've collected all the pieces of my broken heart... Please don't turn away just yet, For you're the only beauty in my world And this journey between my heart and mind.. Grows harder to travel every day I'm not sure yet why you're here Or if this is just another shattered dream, But know I love you for just being... As I struggle to survive love's chaotic symphony
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