Alright yeah I'm ranting, if you dont wanna read it leave now!!! I'm sick to death of trying to make everyone around me happy. Trying to say just the right thing so no one gets their feelings hurt... You know what FUCK YOU!!! There are only 2 people in this world I need to make happy & those people would be my son & myself. Recently a friend of mine encouraged me to stand up for myself, & you know what he was right... I do need to stand up for myself & quit letting people walk all over me. I'm no longer the fuckin doormat. If I hurt your feelings sorry about your luck, get over it, its not the end of the world. I promise life will go on... if you're lucky. Ok & now I'm done... Thank you come again