Im tired,
im tired of being alone.
im tired of people calling me ugly and calling me names.
im tired of nit having some one to come home too after work.
im tired of not having some one to talk to besides guys or my employees at work.
im tired of my life bein a total mess.
im tired of hurting at night from my parents beating on me when I was a kid.
im tired of missing my lil brother.
I collect exotic animals to replace all I miss and I have screwed up in my life.
I have been alone 4 yrs now.
im tired of not knowing what to do from day to day time to time any more.
all I do is work and sleep .
Im soo tired of living... im tired.