I am so damn tired of all these bitches getting every fuckin thing I want. I am fuckin tired of getting my heart ripped out and stomped on. I am so tired of everything. I just want a place of my own and a guy who isnt going to cheat on me or beat me or make me feel like I am not worth anything. Is this all to much to ask for? I swear I am so fucking tired of my life blowing. I want things to go up for me.I am so tired of it all. I wish I could just disapear. Npt like anyone but my animals would notice.