i can't blog on my normal blog because my SQL is vommiting on me and i don't feel like cleaning it up and i have to blog. it's the only thing i know how to do lately.
nate and i are broken up. "officially single" though i can't even get past the fact that we're really broken up.
single. no nate. no fairytail. no forever. all down the shitter it went.
why bother? i was so happy and content pre-letting someone into my life again. only to be broken hearted and disappointed. again.
are you going to be something else i have to survive?
apparently so.