cher59105's blog: "Meaning of love in my eyes...."

I have a beautiful 14 year old daughter. I think everyone that has children that read this will understand completely where I am coming from when I say people and stupidity. We have the High School and Columbine where countless children get injured and killed. Then we have Virginia where 33 college children and teachers are killed and how many injured. Then we have Washington where there are shootings at a school there. Then we have children killing children. Just a few years back there were two elem. age boys playing with a gun and one shot the other and killed him. WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO??!!! These are our children, our lifeline. Our babies we cuddled when they cried we kissed their booboo's. Now people are trying to hurt them. I had the scare of my life today. I was sitting at work it was alittle after 1 just waiting for 3 to get here so I could go home and relax. When I then get this call from My daughter's school. It's an automated voice saying the school has been evacuated for a bomb threat! WHAT PARENT WANTS TO HEAR THAT!!! I sure didn't. I freaked! My boss told me to leave I found out where they had her. We all had to show ids to get our babies. I then stand there for 30 minutes waiting for my child. NOTHING!! I tell the teachers 4 times what her name is and they keep coming out without her. I then start crying and freaking more wondering if my child was one of the 18 that they were missing when they did evacuate the school. They finally find her and bring her to me, I saw her and cried like the day I did when I had her. Seeing that my child was ok was the happiest I have been in years. Then to top it all off I feel that the kids that do have cell phones should be allowed to call their parents to let them know that they are ok. THEY WOULDNT!!!! I will be raising an issue on this with the school board. I have my baby home now with me and we are starting to settle down. I was so upset I felt as though I was going to pass out. The people I work with wouldnt let me leave until I calmed down as they were afraid I wouldnt make it to get her. Well I just wanted to raise the issue that we need to protect our kids and if we cant trust them to be in school and be safe then where can they be anymore. She is not going to school tomorrow. I dont think anyone will be going as they still have the school blocked off. I guess there was something written on the girls wall in the bathroom saying that the school would blow up at 12:37 p.m. If this was a child that did this I really hope they get caught and repremanded for what they have done. The person that did this put alot of parents and children in a state of panic and with all the parents kids and cars I seen on my way there and when I got there I was amazed there were no accidents. I hope everyone has a better day then me. I do have my baby home with me now tho. huggies all...Cher

The meaning of love in my eyes.... Ok why do people have to change? Why do people have to lie and decieve? Why do they think its better to lie about things. You know I have been hurt, lied to, cheated on, and decieved by every man I have ever been with. I am about sick and tired of the bullshit and the drama that goes with it. Well as everyone knows my life is not going as planned. The man I love hurt me once again. Then tells me he wants to prove he loves me but yet still lies to me? Well the way that I see things is if you love someone you should prove that if you are with them or not with them, and if you really want something or someone then you will fight with every breath you have to get that. Am I not right here? You fall in love then 90% of people assume that once the fight is over and you got that love you dont have to fight for that anymore..WRONG!!! You have to fight to keep that love alive and going strong. Love is a struggle everyday, and will be as long as your heart loves something or someone. If you love then fight with everything you have no matter what. If you dont want that love to last then give up the fight and let it fade. If you dont have that love and/or have lost that love then you are going to fight even harder to prove to that love that you are for real and mean what you say and are willing to go to any measure to prove to that person that you want that love back. That in my eyes is true and unconditional love. Well I think I got everything off my chest for now. Will blog again. Cher