Hott Mess's blog: "Poems..."

A mother holds her newborn son for the first time,she looks down at him and rocks him back and forth,back and forth,says I will love you forever and like you always and for as long as I live you will be my baby...he grows and is now 2 yrs old,he takes all the books from there shelves,emptys the fridge and flushes his mothers watch down the toilet,she says this kid is driving me crazy:but at night when he is asleep,she crawls accross the floor and holds him in her arms and rocks him back and forth ,back and forth and says I will love you forever and like you always and as long as I live you will be my baby...He grows and is a teenager ,his friends are always in the house and he wears strange clothes and listens to crazy music,she says I will never understand him but...at night she crawls across the floor and if hes really asleep she holds him and rocks him back and forth back and forth and says I will love you forever and like you always and as long as I live you will always be my baby...He grows into a man and into his own home,as time goes by the mother gets sick,she calls for her son,he comes and she says I will love you forever and like you always and for as long as I live ...she did not finish,the man took her in his arms and rocked her back and forth back and forth ,and said for as long as I live you will always be my mommy...a few months latter the man was rocking his newborn daughter back and forth ,back and forth and said I will love you forever and like you always ,and for as long as I live you will always be my baby

Against all odds ill be with you threw the rain or shine. light or darkness. Against all odds i will love you. threw the good or the badd. The passion or the pain... Against all odds my love for you will succed.. no other will steal me away from ur love.. Against all odds i will call you mine, but at the same time remind that you are not an item, you are not property, but you are a human being. And in my eyes you are the 1 who holds my heart close. the person i trust with my life and my love. Against all odds, the love we have is immortal... when you leave i have a memory of your face.

As I write this I am aware of Feelings Deep of How Much I care You grow inside me little heart beating strong though I had my doubts I now know it's not wrong You weren't planned but now I know how much you are wanted as each day you grow I pray for your health I ask God each day to let you be healthy in every way You aren't an accident you're not a mistake you're the best of surprises two people could have!

Month One MOMMY I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion? Month Six I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy! HELP me! Month Seven Mommy I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. He is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me Mommy? Every Abortion Is Just . . . One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak.

l feel your tender touch at night, and through the day time too, l see it in your eyes, each time l look at you. l hear it in your voice, when you whisper in my ear, l feel it in your touch, when you wipe away a tear. Your love is all around me, within me deep inside, your warm embrace, your tender kiss, always by my side. Your love will never leave me, for we were meant to be, l have your soul deep in my heart, l know you do agree. My love is all aorund you, l know you feel it too, my soul is deep inside your heart, don't say it isnt true. My love is everlasting, forever and beyond, it will be with you always , when from earth we're gone. Our love is more than anyone's, ours will last forever, in spring, and summer, never failing, in any type of weather. Our love is deep, within our souls, our minds and bodies too, nothing can or will change that, we'll always make it through. We love like one, as people should, joined within each other, no one could ever take your place, or mine with one another. We love each other, honestly, for everyone to see, nothing, will keep us apart, l'm sure you will agree. You feel me in your heart and soul, and with my body too, l will always love you so, my love is just for you. You see it in my eyes, when l look at you, and sigh You hear it in my voice, or even when l cry. We both agree, we're meant to be, as one, on this green earth and soon to be, a son, l give, upon his loving birth. A son to make our family whole, without him incomplete, he'll bring such love and happiness, unto our quiet street. This is the most incredible, gift from up above, a son to love and cherish, with all our deepest love. He'll bring us so much closer, than we ever were before, and like each other always, we promise to adore. We have our little family, and now a life complete, for without you, and without me, and Patrick, who's asleep. We wouldn't have this love we share, if there were not three, the three os us, are now as one, a loving family.

Two hearts, two souls, two minds and such, we once were, until we touched. We felt the love, the passion too, and when we kissed, we both knew. That is was love, deep in our hearts, and we would never, ever part. Our feelings strong, our hearts were willing, our love was deep, and so fulfilling. Our souls entwined, our bodies close, soft kisses now, and moisture flows. We feel the heat, from our souls, continue on and reach our goals. In each others arms we lay, waiting for the break of day. A new dawn now, fresh day in hand, we lounge in bed, just like we planned. In your arms, l lay beside you thinking, wishing, wondering, too If l should say, l love you, so or maybe you already know. You pull me gently, close to you your arms so warm, and gentle too. A kiss l feel, soft on my brow feeling tingles through me now. Wanting you again once more, feeling passion rise and soar. Craving all the love you give wanting all this life we live. Hear you whisper , in my ear l listen well and feel a tear. For you have asked me, all so soon to marry you that afternoon. Now we're as one, complete we say, as man and wife, we do display, Our love and passion for each other, for there will never be another.

Sometimes l sit and wonder, what would my life be like, had we not met and fell in love, and yet we're so alike. l feel so much with all my heart, it always did get in my way, but l'm so lucky, to have you, each and every day. You've shown, oh such love for me, and passion, well.... its great, l never knew what l was missing, til you met me at the gate. Oh God, it seems like yesterday, that you held me in your arms, and stroked my hair, my body too, and kept me from all harm. l close my eyes and l can see, your sweet, yet sexy smile, l feel your touch, your warm embrace, even through these miles. Your hands caress me, oh so gently, like a feather on the wind, your kisses find their way to me, so hot, must be a sin. l bite my lip, in full delight, while making love with you, wondering how, if and why, this dream of mine is true. Your moist lips pressed into mine, feeling for each other, touching, moving, bodies close, l wouldn't want another. l've never felt such passion in all my days gone by, as your lips gently, softly touch, the inside of my thigh. As passions rise, you hold me close, meeting you in motion, rise and fall and once again, with oh, so much emotion. Laying in your arms so closely, feeling all aglow, feeling warm, and full of love, yet kisses you bestow. Wrapped in your arms, and in your love, l feel like we're complete, but l must say, making love, is such a wonderful treat. So lets make love, again , once more, l could never tire, of making love with all my heart, and all of my desire.

Someday.... we will walk along the beach, side by side, holding tight to each other, no longer denied, living our dreams, together at last, all doubts in the past. Some day we will. Someday.... we will walk in the moonlight, hand in hand, our bare feet sinking into the sand, feeling the waves wash over our toes as our love grows. Someday we will. Someday.... we will be together again, and not only as friends, for the love we share is too great to let end, it's eternal, forever not leaving us never, Someday we will.... Someday.... you will see, what you mean to me. you're in my heart and soul for all eternity. my love is with you always, and l cherish you each day. one day, l know our love will show Soneday we will.... Someday.... we will walk through life, no longer apart, able to give all the love in our heart, living our dreams together forever. Someday we will.

When I fell in love with you, I gave you my heart forever. When you fell in love with me, you promised to leave me never. My heart belongs to you, and it's yours to keep. Your heart belongs to me, and our love is complete. The stars are shining brighter, each night l am with you. Your words of love, I know now, are always true. My eyes would sparkle with the mention of your name. I pray, you now and always, forever feel the same. I thank you for your love so much, I hunger for your kisses, l long to be wrapped in your arms, if only l had wishes. My life now, is so complete, since we fell in love, I never thought l'd find you, it must come from above. When I fell in love with you, my heart began to melt, My love, my heart, my soul, and mind, with everything, l felt. To kiss your lips and hold you close, yearning deep inside, for once we met, l must confess, there was nothing left to hide. When I fell in love with you, there could be no other love for me. Your love has made me different, only you can hold the key. I promise you, as you promised me, a lifetime of commitment, for we both know, there's no one else, for we were only meant.

nother day without you, here beside me now l still don't know the reason, of what, or why, or how. All l know is how much, l still love you so, without you by my side, my heart is dying, slow. For one time you did love me, and than within a week, your love had stopped, l never knew, it was a girl you seeked. Why is it men, forget a love, so deep and passionate, or is it only women, who are compassionate. How can a man be so distracted, by a young sweet smile, forgetting all the love he has with someone else worthwhile. Another day without you, giving you my love, for ours was made in heaven, straight from God above. Why does our love has to end, l know deep in my heart, that you and l were meant to be, and never be apart. How can you stop so suddenly, returning all my love, you said yourself, that our souls, were joined way up above. l know my heart, my soul, and mind, are always with you, Love we can't deny what God has sent, to us from above. l'm waiting, oh so patiently, for your love returned to me, for l'm yours for always, and forever, through all eternity. Another day without you, sharing with each other, l know someday, we'll be as one, again with one another.