icis's blog: "A Day in the Life of Nobody."

I will be all moved in to my new place this weekand,which is ok I guess, it will be a better environment for my boys!Getting my hair done tomarrow that should be fun.But for the sad stuff my sons geunia pig died last week he was sooooo upset.Sam would get up every morning get him some fresh water,get him out of the cage and sit him in his lap and watch T.V. he called him Lenny (after the wonder pets) I was in tears cause I loved him to a pet in my book is a member of the family.I came home the other night and I knew something was wrong it was late and no vet office was opened so I planned to take him in the morning I held and petted him for hours.In a nut shell he had an upper respitory infection and because geuina pigs are generally prey and not preditors he was masking the fact he was ill.I feel so bad poor baby.We burried him in the back for Sam.Well then Sam wanted a new buddy so I got him one.A female this time with kinky curly hair he named her patches.She looks more like a chipmunk then a geuina pig.My husband said I pick animals with problems (cause her fur is kinky and curly cause shes got like skin pseriosis)its not noticable though and she was scratched up on her back(but its healing!)cause she was picked on by the other geuina pigs. Sam asked if she was gona die when I handed her to him the boy is smart.He told everyone lenny died and went to heaven and is happy there.Its hard to explain to a 3 y/o about death but I mannaged with no help from Mark!Well,we will miss ya Lenny!your gone but not forgotten!xoxoxoxoxo Laterz Cherry Tap!

So I went and bought the boys bunk beds and mattresses.I really like them but,now I need twin bedding for them I think I'm going Sponge Bob.I had fun St.Patrick's day I drank more then anyone and was the only one still not wasted I was laughing.I got the boy's hair cut Sam still has the mohawk!I got some make-up from Victoria's secret and me and Mark got TMNT shirts lol I LOVE mine.Someone tried to vandalize my van ha ha ha!Maybe they should have tried that on someone who dident know shit about cars cause of my popa I know quite a bit but they tried to switch my pluggs around dumb asses and yes I know who it was they wont be trying nothing no more I chained my hood down!I found out that two of my best buddies are having babies so I hooked em up with baby stuff!Im so excited a lil baby!he or she will grow up with my hooligans awwwwww!I get my permanent crowns tomarrow hooray!anyways fill ya in on more later xoxoxoxoxoxo Cherry Tap!~Icis~

Well as ya'll know Im going to Mikes tonight.Im making homade mac'n'cheese,BBQ meatballs,cheese stuffed mini smokies,corn on the cob,and an oreo cake.Having egg,ham,and cheese in the morn,and of course my fav french fries with ketch-up to munch on!I been eye ballin gifts on cherry tap hey Im a girl like to shop been checkin out spicey and big pimpin, been sendin lots of em too gifts make me happy so I thought sendin em might do the same!Well till sunday xoxoxoxo Laterz Cherry Tap!

So I got my stiches removed.My Grandma informed me my brother will be out no later then the 15th.Im gona be out by the end of the month so were all scrambling a little.I dyed my friends hair blue today lol it looks cool.Im going to my buddy Mikes tomarrow with the kids for the night taking some food.Marks gona be working 5 days a week at the station starting the end of March and atleast through April,so thats good.Sam has became a real whiner and Nates being a hard head but dont know what Id do without them.Well I gota go make dinner till laterz xoxoxoxo.

Well I went to the Knights of Columbos last night me and the boys had fun took some pics. Ordered some Chineese it was snowing out (Im tired of the snow)supposed to be 68 this weekand cant wait Spring is my fav season!Got my glasses too I took pics last night in my red ones Their up in my gallery.I'll take pics in the black ones tonight when I do my salutes.I get my stiches out my mouth today,but my mouth is sore as hell!I mean damn!Its worth it I always wanted a pretty smile.Im so looking forward to Ocean City I acctually have someone old enough to go with me to the clubs this year lol!Mark just wont go not his thing well poo on him.Speaking of him Mark "Raine" weaver send him some love pleaz hes feeling bummed cause nobody wants to respond to his kind axtions on this site.Well I also found out this guy I dont care for Kevin is back in jail for child abuse his newborn baby girl he said she fell off the changing table when he was reaching for a wipe but the pediatrician says his story is not consistant with the injusies theres no way she "fell" well if thats the case which Im sure it is I hope he frys!well till laterz cherry tap xoxoxoxoxox!

Im mad see my friend came over last night which was cool we hung out and had a good time lol! But why does there always have to be that one jerk to ruin a perfectly good moment for you? See this guy has been my friend forever but the girl who came over Ive known alot longer they met cause of me.Well they went out a long time ago and hes been a real butthole to me since he met my now ex-friend Kristy all up her butt and stuff which I dont care more power to him shes got a man had him for a long time now but hey cant blame a guy right?But everytime hes around me and my other friends he has to pretend hes not and rush out the door and go meet her and thats not cool I dont like being told to hush when hes in my crib to pamper that bitches needs feel me?Well so I was hanging out with Kristina and he starts blowing up my phone she dont want to talk to him and he cant take the hint.He wanted to come pick her up finally convinces her thank god AFTER we had our fun and he dosent want to pick her up at our house cause hes got a stick up his butt he wants her to walk up to the cornner what a jerk its dark,cold,and I live in a bad neighborhood with crackheads,crackwhores,and thugs,at the end of my street so I drove her up there girls fall for the jerks I guess.He peeled tires and stuff.She never came back cause I was supposed to take her home oh well we will see what happens today I guess.

I ordered my glasses wednesday $300 for 2 pairs.I got a real sexy pair of thin black frames school teacher like,and a pair of thick,funky red frames ya know incase my mood changes Im a flower of many colors lol!I'll take pic's when they get here in 7-10 business days.I went to the dentist thursday $1,600 for 2 crowns in the front to fix my gap it's gona take 3 weeks to get my permanent crowns I cant wait.I have a temporary one at the moment.I had to have oral surgery too an epodectomy (remove a peice of my gums).I love my dentist I've known and gone faithfully since I was 6.I gave him $1,000 up front then I told him I'd give him $100 or two every two weeks till I paid it he was cool with it he loves me lol!Tomarrow I'm supposed to have "company" real pretty girl Kristina me and my hubby will have lots of fun I'm SURE.Well Till Laterz Cherry Tap XOXOXO!

I've always been average,ok.I was that girl everyone loved to hang out with,and have a good time with till something prettier came along.Oh well whats meant to be will happen I dont like phonies anyways.I cant help it though it had an effect on my self esteem.Im married now I'm pretty happy,content.This year Im doing chemical peels to my face for my large pores,getting my sexy school teacher glasses lol,and getting my teeth done cosmetic stuff which I wanted as far back as I could remember but my Popa was a single father and couldent afford it which I understood and respected.I love that man so much! So thats the reason I dont smile in my pics I will though soon.I have defective teeth I had to have all my baby teeth capped they are barely hanging on now and not for lack of brushing Im anal about my teeth.Next year my husband wants me to get breast augmentation Im small but not tiny in the boob department but I have been wanting to do all theese little things to myself just cause I know with some brushing up I can be even prettier than all them girls who were so mean and with my cool cat character,and witt show them how it feels to be on a back burnner.I also have the coolest friends ever one is just weird hes 28 and still a virgin and a movie buff lol.Ones short,ones a jew,ones a catholic,ones a computer genious,ones a thug.Get us all together and were one unstopable spicey dish!Im happy for the first time in like ever but my secret is good friends,good food,family,and forgiveness.I spent alot of time being bitter,hatefull,and resentfull instead of focusing on my happiness. its hard but ya got to learn to let things go dont dwell on what you cant fix or change lifes too short.Anyways enough ranting xoxoxoxo Cherry Tap!