I've always been average,ok.I was that girl everyone loved to hang out with,and have a good time with till something prettier came along.Oh well whats meant to be will happen I dont like phonies anyways.I cant help it though it had an effect on my self esteem.Im married now I'm pretty happy,content.This year Im doing chemical peels to my face for my large pores,getting my sexy school teacher glasses lol,and getting my teeth done cosmetic stuff which I wanted as far back as I could remember but my Popa was a single father and couldent afford it which I understood and respected.I love that man so much! So thats the reason I dont smile in my pics I will though soon.I have defective teeth I had to have all my baby teeth capped they are barely hanging on now and not for lack of brushing Im anal about my teeth.Next year my husband wants me to get breast augmentation Im small but not tiny in the boob department but I have been wanting to do all theese little things to myself just cause I know with some brushing up I can be even prettier than all them girls who were so mean and with my cool cat character,and witt show them how it feels to be on a back burnner.I also have the coolest friends ever one is just weird hes 28 and still a virgin and a movie buff lol.Ones short,ones a jew,ones a catholic,ones a computer genious,ones a thug.Get us all together and were one unstopable spicey dish!Im happy for the first time in like ever but my secret is good friends,good food,family,and forgiveness.I spent alot of time being bitter,hatefull,and resentfull instead of focusing on my happiness. its hard but ya got to learn to let things go dont dwell on what you cant fix or change lifes too short.Anyways enough ranting xoxoxoxo Cherry Tap!
