Ok, not real big on sharing these types of things but well , somethings are better off shared . Tell me what you think and if anything like this has ever happened to you!
Have you ever been walking down the street, a quiet hallway, left alone in a room in an unfamiliar place and you just get the feeling you are being watched or perhaps you get the sensation that you've walked into a spider web but when you check there is nothing there, no web just the feeling you have just been touched by something that you cant see. Dont feel alone it happens to me all the time, and not long ago I was given a picture that was taken of me by a friend of mine after I had some of these sensations. It was full of faces and orbs floating all around me, was it the lighting no I was outside in the dark by myself and they had leaned out the door and snapped the picture. Spooky? Not really, was I afraid, no I have seen things a different periods of time through my life. I always thought to myself I should'nt say anything. Until recently I always thought it was a gift, dont get me wrong I still do and when I see something it doesn't scare me. When my mother was in the hospital before we took her home for the last time, I was sitting reading by her bed and she kept smiling, I smiled and asked what she was smiling at because she wasnt looking at me she was looking at my lap.
Her reply was to say that she didnt want to tell me because she had told some of my others sisters and they had told her she was having halucinations. I told her I wouldn't think that at all, she hesitated then asked me where did you get that baby sitting on your knee. At that I realized how cold my left knee was, I replied,it must be a guardian angel here for you momma to watch over you. She said he said yes he was here for her to help and protect her. She then asked me what his name was, I said I did not know and suggested she ask him. She proceeded to ask him his name, she said his name was Jacob and raised her hand to what must have been his face and tickled at the air telling him how cute he was. She looked at me very worried and fearful and asked if I thought she was crazy. I told her no I did not and also said that angels come in all forms and sizes and if the power above wanted her to see a child then a child it would be.
She played with Jacob for a few minutes, then said oh my goodness where did you come from, what pretty blonde hair she has, I said who momma and she pointed to the doorway and said her and she asked what is your name, she said Cindy, what a pretty name, she looked at me and said isnt she pretty, I looked not to humor her but to see if I could see. Of course I did not, but the smell of roses and jasmine hit me real hard. I said momma I think she is there for you as well. For the rest of the night I could smell off and on the scent of roses and jasmine. Even long after momma had gone to sleep, I thanked them for watching over my mother and let them know I understood they was for her not for me. The next day my mother said your not going to tell them are you I dont want them to tell me I was seeing things again. I promised I would not and I did not tell until after she was not here anymore.
My point here people is simple, we are not alone at any time of the day or night. So many people want to know why do I feel so alone. Your not, I have so many pictures that were taken of me that prove that. I dont just sit down and hear what the dead have to say I dont believe it works that way, I think that I hear what they want me to hear, and only for the purpose for which they intended me to hear it. I dont share my experiences with ghost hunters, and story seekers, I just know that there are 4 people who will read this and they will know who whey are when they read it, and they will know it was meant exactly for them, they will know why and by whom this message was sent. But ultimately they will know they can not put off what they are supposed to do any longer. I only have these things to say then I quit: 1) there is no greater love than the love a parent feels for their children. 2) if you feel the slightest doubt girlfriend dont do it, you should never second guess yourself. 3) you know your wrong I didnt raise you like this. 4) although I am not there with you, you can not see me but if you try you can feel me, I am always near you I live in your heart and your mind in the breathe you take, in the breeze that blows and messes your hair, in every shadow you see and the odd noise that shouldn't be there think of me I am there.
Good night people should have been asleep long ago but this is the thing I could not put off any longer, I hope you enjoy it and if you dont it was not for you.
