fireopal's blog: "fireopal"

Ok, not real big on sharing these types of things but well , somethings are better off shared . Tell me what you think and if anything like this has ever happened to you! Have you ever been walking down the street, a quiet hallway, left alone in a room in an unfamiliar place and you just get the feeling you are being watched or perhaps you get the sensation that you've walked into a spider web but when you check there is nothing there, no web just the feeling you have just been touched by something that you cant see. Dont feel alone it happens to me all the time, and not long ago I was given a picture that was taken of me by a friend of mine after I had some of these sensations. It was full of faces and orbs floating all around me, was it the lighting no I was outside in the dark by myself and they had leaned out the door and snapped the picture. Spooky? Not really, was I afraid, no I have seen things a different periods of time through my life. I always thought to myself I should'nt say anything. Until recently I always thought it was a gift, dont get me wrong I still do and when I see something it doesn't scare me. When my mother was in the hospital before we took her home for the last time, I was sitting reading by her bed and she kept smiling, I smiled and asked what she was smiling at because she wasnt looking at me she was looking at my lap. Her reply was to say that she didnt want to tell me because she had told some of my others sisters and they had told her she was having halucinations. I told her I wouldn't think that at all, she hesitated then asked me where did you get that baby sitting on your knee. At that I realized how cold my left knee was, I replied,it must be a guardian angel here for you momma to watch over you. She said he said yes he was here for her to help and protect her. She then asked me what his name was, I said I did not know and suggested she ask him. She proceeded to ask him his name, she said his name was Jacob and raised her hand to what must have been his face and tickled at the air telling him how cute he was. She looked at me very worried and fearful and asked if I thought she was crazy. I told her no I did not and also said that angels come in all forms and sizes and if the power above wanted her to see a child then a child it would be. She played with Jacob for a few minutes, then said oh my goodness where did you come from, what pretty blonde hair she has, I said who momma and she pointed to the doorway and said her and she asked what is your name, she said Cindy, what a pretty name, she looked at me and said isnt she pretty, I looked not to humor her but to see if I could see. Of course I did not, but the smell of roses and jasmine hit me real hard. I said momma I think she is there for you as well. For the rest of the night I could smell off and on the scent of roses and jasmine. Even long after momma had gone to sleep, I thanked them for watching over my mother and let them know I understood they was for her not for me. The next day my mother said your not going to tell them are you I dont want them to tell me I was seeing things again. I promised I would not and I did not tell until after she was not here anymore. My point here people is simple, we are not alone at any time of the day or night. So many people want to know why do I feel so alone. Your not, I have so many pictures that were taken of me that prove that. I dont just sit down and hear what the dead have to say I dont believe it works that way, I think that I hear what they want me to hear, and only for the purpose for which they intended me to hear it. I dont share my experiences with ghost hunters, and story seekers, I just know that there are 4 people who will read this and they will know who whey are when they read it, and they will know it was meant exactly for them, they will know why and by whom this message was sent. But ultimately they will know they can not put off what they are supposed to do any longer. I only have these things to say then I quit: 1) there is no greater love than the love a parent feels for their children. 2) if you feel the slightest doubt girlfriend dont do it, you should never second guess yourself. 3) you know your wrong I didnt raise you like this. 4) although I am not there with you, you can not see me but if you try you can feel me, I am always near you I live in your heart and your mind in the breathe you take, in the breeze that blows and messes your hair, in every shadow you see and the odd noise that shouldn't be there think of me I am there. Good night people should have been asleep long ago but this is the thing I could not put off any longer, I hope you enjoy it and if you dont it was not for you.

I was just talking with a friend a little while ago and I was discussing with her maybe someday writing short stories. There is a special twist to these that I believe maybe I will keep to myself. Anyway thank you Talon for the wonderful idea, well, here goes. We will start at the beginning of this ordeal, when the first small things should have been a clue, they entered their new house for the first time as a family, smiles on their faces and cleaning supplies in hand, setting everything down mother divides the house into easy sections, thinking this will be a snap. Such a small house really, it's only a two bedroom, just one bathroom, Brandon and Jennifer are given the two bedrooms and the bathroom, and mom takes the livingroom and the porches that is loaded down with stuff someone left behind. Mom got the worst of the deal. After everyone was done with their space then everyone was to meet back in the kitchen to clean it , it was the worst room in the house they had left food in the fridge and it was so aweful, things left in the cabinets. You know mom very surely remember opening everything up and throwing everything away, yet when we came back into the kitchen all the cabinets was closed as well as the back door and the fridge door. Well mom could'nt find her keys she thought maybe she had left them in the door or the truck so she went to look, when she opened the door they was laying on the floor in front of the door. Well, okay we let that one slide thinking someone of us had closed the doors and maybe Mom had dropped the key's going out to the truck or something, okay whatever. When we got done cleaning the kitchen eeewwwwwwwww. We decided to call it a day and we left all the cabinet doors open to air out as well as the fridge door. The next day was move day we went to the house with the movers and by the way are friends, thank you again guys, when we opened the door what do you think we saw, of course all doors shut but did anyone say anything at this point? Nooooooooo!!! We got to busy putting everything in its place, well, thanks to the boxes being marked it went very quickly, by 5:00 pm everything was in place and in order. We dicided we were hungry so mom was going to the store when we couldn't find the keys again, everybody stood still jennifer said the cabinet doors was closed when we came in, everyone nods jennifer walked to the back door opened it and yes my keys was in the floor in front of the door,nobody is about to stay there alone now. Later that evening when we was all going to sleep, oh the bed felt so good after a hot shower, moms thinking I am so tired and sleep is about to come when the darkness was pierced, with the most blood curdling scream mom had ever heard, it was two screams and running, the lights start going on Jennifer is screaming dont leave me over and over and Brandon is screaming mom, over and over,and mom is running to see what is going on when she is almost ran over by Brandon who says something hit my bed. Well, talk about scaring the shit out of someone, Mom started to fuss at them both when she noticed that Brandon and Jennifers bed is sitting three foot off center and Jennifer is still kneeling in the bed screaming, dont leave me! Ok, calmimg everyone down mom asks Brandon what happened, Jennifer who is still crying a little says that Brandon had turned off the light and had got into bed when it sounded like someone was running towards the bed, Brandon picking up the story said that he had no sooner laid down when something slammed into the bed knocking it sideways and almost knocking him out of it. Then he said he broke for the light and took off running for my room screaming for me, well lets just cut the shit, ok, Brandon is my son, Jennifer was my sons girlfriend at that time and yes mom is me, ok now that, is said, we fixed the bed back and i told them what ever it was could not hurt them, to go back to bed and acknoledge it's presence but to ignore it's pranks. Though they really didnt want to they did as I said. was not but about 5 maybe tops 10 minutes screaming and on goes the lights this time Jennifer was in the lead, lol she wasnt going to be left alone in there again. Same thing happened again but this time i heard everything. So being the good one that I know I am I went to my stash got some red brick dust, black salt and sage, cleansed my room and theirs I knew in the morning I could fix things permanently, but, for tonight I would have my sleep. Very strongly I addressed the tormentor and acknowledged it's presence, told it we meant it no harm and as long as we was there it would be safe, I set forth rules that it would be able to stay by and told it very strongly that if it didnt abide by my rules I most surely could and would make it go away. Well the kids was not so sure but they felt better they said so we went back to bed. The kids was snoring in no time as I was closing my eyes to sleepI glanced at the doorway and saw a black mass, it was approximately 4 to 5 feet tall I had the impression it was smiling and agreeing with me. Most importantly it disappearred and didnt show up again that night. So let me tell you when those pops and creaks and house settling noises unnerve you in the night, maybe you should pay more attention. Maybe you should pull the covers up alittle higher under your chin, because it may be it is talking to you. Ok off to bed with ya now, sleep tight dont let the spirits bite. MMMMMUUUUUAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! There you go talon just for you. Goodnight!!!

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