Love evades me, like the summer breeze.
I need to be embraced by the sun, the sea and the trees.
But I cant seem to forgive myself for failing at so many things.
Can you go back, would you go back, knowing what you know now?
No,
Because then your journey, called life,
would never truly be worthwhile.
Take the lessons, take the shame, you cant get better without suffering a little pain.
Whats that they say, pleasure and pain are intertwined?
How do I start again?
When will this pain ever end?
Will I find love?
Can I close this chapter in my life?
When can I open the new door?
So I live and love like never before.
So many questions, so much time, but where to look
and how to find?
I wonder why things go so wrong before they go right.
I wonder why you must go through darkness
before you reach the light.
Why is a love that endures so hard to find?
Why must we lose ourselves before we really know ourselves?
Where is it that we draw the line?
I hope my heart can heal and that I can find love again.
A love thats kind. A love thats gentle. A love that loves me back.
I want to trust, to love, to live again.
The day my heart was broken I lost pieces of myself.
I look around wondering where those pieces went.
Did they disappear slowly everyday
to where I did not notice them leaving me?
Or did they shatter all at once?
So many people never find themselves
or that love that empowers and embraces them.
I have loved with all my heart only to loose it all and have to begin again where I started, only not as whole, and broken hearted.
Once such a tragedy occurs, how do you know when to give, when to hold back, and who to give it to?
I want to be loved for who and what I am.
I want to be strong, be patient, and be confident.
I want to love with my whole heart, and not half a heart.
I want to wake up in the morning and look forward to the day, and not just wait for it to be over so I can hide away.
Uncertain of what the future holds But still
You must go forward; you must strive to give your life meaning and purpose with everything that youve got.
You may not have much monetarily,
But what you do have, you have in plenty.
Youve got spirt, youve got soul.
As long as you believe, youll always reach your goal.
As now, you know, that love endures and evades no more.
Within You-
