- - Death - -
My heart is breaking,
my soul is crying out for you.
I love you with all my heart
and I will never forget you-
I have loved you with all that I am
since the day that I was born -
I ask myself,
can I make it without you in my life.
Will I be able to go 10 years
and remember your smell,
you touch,
the sound of your voice
or your embrace??
I'm scared of the unknown,
of what is to come,
of what will be.
Is death peaceful?
Is it the end,
or just the beginning?
I cannot say.
I have prayed for your health,
for a miracle to save you....
Please, God, do not ignore my pleas.
I only have one,
I will not have another,
please God,
do not take my Mother!!
I would do anything to save you-
Anything to keep you here on Earth with me?
Can you wait just a little while ,
to be my angel,
and walk up that white staircase??
I need you here -
I want you to stay-
I don't know how to say goodbye-
I don't know if I have the strength-
Can I bear the road alone?
Angel of death,
if you must,
take me and leave her be.
Do not rip her away
from those that love her
and need her love.
I know one day death will come for her,
all I ask is that,
you do not take her today.
Let her finish,
what life she has left,
before you come.
Let her soul be whole and happy,
before you lead her away.
I am praying,
begging,
and down on bended knee.
If you won't do this for her,
or even for me.
Do it for the love of her grandson,
my life,
my child.
I ask these things in Jesus name.
AMEN -
