Ive been thinking a lot lately about my life.
Its never made sense to me.
All Ive known is joys turned pain.
Its time to set this free.
The help that I have given friends
has left me in the dark.
Some were there and some did care.
Others ripped me apart.
Its come to this, my final wish,
to just remain asleep.
To say goodbye would do no good.
How many people would weep?
Dont cry for me, just lend a smile
because I left it all.
I needed help and was left alone
so I alone took the fall.
Thats how its been for so very long,
my kindness taken for weakness.
Imagine me in the coffin of freedom,
wearing the suit made of neatness.
I see this vision approaching fast
and please do not ask why.
Just rest assured that Im alone
My eyes too dry to cry.
Its sad to you but relief for me
cus Im tired of feeling like this.
Ill close my eyes and reunite
in death with those I miss.
