Tears stream down from what were once soft loving eyes,
A loving heart shattered by lies.
Pieces fall all around, torn and broken on the ground.
Void of feelings left numb inside.
Memories surpressed to deal with another time,
keeping in so many things that should be told.
Forgetting what its like to feel your own soul
Thoughts fading like the day,
no dreams or desires left to fade away.
Tired of waiting for what shall never come.
endlessly searching for who I use to be.
Fighting just to make it through the night
never really knowing what is right.
Holding back what secrets lie in store,
waiting for the light so I can see once more.
Tired of dreaming of what should of been,
scared of not knowing where my life is going to end.
Painfully waiting to see what tomorrow holds in store,
hopelessly dreaming that its something so much more.
More then anger, hurt, and pain,
no longer being a pawn in fates twisted game.
Desperatly praying that life turns out ok,
patiently waiting until I find the right way.
