When did the things you start to do effect me this way?? When did I need you around to tell you what I need to say?? How am I suppose to live my life if thoughts of you keep running through my mind?? Why does it seem like we never have enough time??
Tears refuse to fall, just because I feel like I have lost it all. So I smile and push it in to the back of my mind to deal with it at another time. Days melt in to each other with night feeling like it never goes away. Why is it that I want to ask you stay??
Full of hurt and not sure why, tears start to fall from my eyes. Sad songs stream across my screen as I sit here and dream. Dreaming of a life that could of been. Falling to pieces in the night, hoping and praying I find the light.
