I cant believe that a year has gone by so fast. In 10 days it will be year since i lost my son at 38 weeks of pregnancy. Im always wondering what he would look like now and how he and his brother would be playing like champs. It scares me that im soon coming to that point in my pregnancy now, but know he was a part in me getting there. I know hes up there looking down on us and that one day ill be with him again.