So i'm just in my own thoughts and feelings right now, not sure what to think or how to handle these things going on inside my head and my heart. I wonder if there will be a chance to talk things out, or will it be a few more days that i sit back and ponder.. What do i do from here.. when can my heart stop holding on to something that may or may not ever be.. time will tell i guess. i'm 43 i'm not getting any younger.. time to either stop acting like its a highschool game and deal with it, or move on . whats next