Asylum
Sitting in my room
Next to my bed
All these thoughts runnin through my head
Pretty colours
Funny dreams
Oh what the hell are in those beans
Floating yet grounded
I can see through the bars
No stars. Only blue sky
I miss my normalcy
Taking pills every day to keep my demons at bay
Hammering these thoughts and feelings away
Wearing a straight jacket is bliss
Holding Me tight with it's barbaric tightness
Giving Me the most tender kiss
Having Me live to the extreme of my own existance
Doctors coming and going
about their daily chores
Putting Me under a Microscope
Having my life disected to obliteration
Picking apart who, how and what I am
Giving my whole life a whole new meaning
Am I sane. Or am I living a dream
It would seem that I feel nothing
Am nothing.
But I Feel, See, Touch, Smell and hear
My room feels sooooo cold and bare
Stone and Steel against my skin
The air is stale. Medicated and harsh on my nose
I miss the smell of a sweet rose
My temple is ALIVE
My body is mine and it will stay that way
Scars, Wounds internal and external.
They are part of Me
Take Me as I am and not what You want Me to be
Thanks for Reading
Amy/Kortana