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What are you waiting for?
Feel my pain
Deep inside
The depths of my heart
From which I cannot hide.
I cry out
Late at night
Wanting and needing you
To cure my fright.
The darkness encompasses
My body and mind
Taste my blood
Together we shall bind.
The marks you have left
On the human called me
Forever are etched
Throughout my soul, you see.
Bitten with pain
Bliss over and over
You are my protector
My souls only lover.
Bewitched by you, my private hell...
A place that I love so well...
So completely under your spell...
Enchanted by your tempestous touch...
Never have I felt so much...
My blood pulses through my veins...
Flowing like the cool night rain...
Disembodied by hunger I've had so long..
The decadence becomes so very strong...
I live to feel your hands on me...
You take me where I long to be.
There is a place for us
that no one else can enter.
It is a place that holds no secrets
only beauty, peace, and understanding.
A place that we come to
thinking we are one,
only to have our souls,
fused together for a moment.
And in that moment, I know you;
every pore, every pulse,
every thought, every fear,
and I love you more.
I feel myself laid bare before you
and I feel content...
joyous that you are with me,
loving me in my nakedness.
It envelopes my body
Overtakes my mind
Thoughts of everything
Eyes closed, I'm blind.
This dream seems real
The touch the smell
The tears on my face
My world called hell.
I look in the mirror
I can't bare what I see
I see a girl there
She is bound, not free.
Bound by this life
What some call reality
I won't fit into the "norm"
It's just not me.
So I sit alone
As I seek the man
Who can share my fantasy world
The one who loves me for who I am.
This worlds deception
Twisted thoughts of what is right
Stereotypes all around
Yet nobody stands up and fights.
Well, I'm not laying down anymore
I am standing up to all
Love me for who I am
Watch my walls fall.
I know he is out there
And one day I will be free
He will be tall and handsome
He will love me for me.
Open your arms to change, but please dont lose yourself
You are what makes you who you are in sickness and in health
A friendly atmosphere has made you who you are to be
Your character is in charge and will control your destiny
You will go someplace you have never gone, you will make your mark again,
You will reset your standards, and sure will make new friends
As soon as today is yesterday your heart will always give
I hope you wont regret today, cause your future longs to live
If our paths dont cross again, I wont forget this day
Cause Im not afraid of change, Im not scared to shift my ways
My eyes have see things they have never seen, but Ive always been here
The time that counts your moments gone have taught me not to fear.
You will look upon your life and see familiar grounds
You will hear the call of memories and recognize the sound
All the lives you change will make stars disappear
And as you are settled down, you will realize you have never left here.
Eyes closed
Nothing seen in the dark
My heart is empty
Ready for a new start.
Just then, a light
Comes from above
Sitting beside me
A lonely white dove.
I glance around
Lost as it seems
Walls surround me
But the light still gleams.
Trying to look up
To my feet I stand
It was at this moment
I see a hand.
It reaches for me
I accept it's embrace
I don't know who is there
My heart starts to race.
As I am pulled up
Out of my lonely, dark hole
I look at a man
White light surrounds his soul.
I look to his left
What do I see
Another white dove
It flies away free.
I feel so happy
As he kisses me next to a stream
Just then, the darkness
Damnit, it was only a dream!
Fuck YOUR lies
Fuck YOU
Fuck ALL you said
Fuck EVERYTHING you do.
Fuck YOUR kiss
Fuck YOUR touch
Fuck THOSE looks
Fuck YOU, thanks so much.
Fuck the words you spoke to ME
Fuck the times you slept in MY bed
Fuck you ALL around
Fuck ALL you said.
Fuck ALL the talks about what you wanted
Fuck me being NICE
Fuck YOU all around
Actually, FUCK YOU TWICE!
Little pieces put together
A mosaic of memories,
Tiny bits that make it whole,
Like a cracked window,
Through which people see.
A tired broken heart,
Of jagged glass that lie,
In sparkling pieces on the ground,
And with trembling hands,
I cradle them with woeful sighs.
The delicate pieces of my love,
The shining joy of my adolescence,
Reflections of my sorrows,
And melancholy everlasting,
As I hold my shattered innocence.
I've lost some pieces over time,
Some I've tossed away,
Others cut my hand without mercy,
And with my tears mixing in the wounds,
I put those back where they lay.
The shards on which I hold dear,
I put upon the injured wall,
Pin them up fragment by shred,
To once again find myself whole,
Praying my heart will not fall.
Like petite uncut gems,
My heart seems torn and hollow,
But the pieces that remain,
Left on the floor where I fear to walk,
A path most fear to follow.
You walk in them without doubt,
You glimmer with a smile,
Your eyes shine with gentle kinship,
And sitting in your angelic hands,
Sets your cheer in denial.
The bits and parts of your own heart,
Lay crippled and torn in your embrace,
Your lonely tears betray the image,
Your own mosaic was disfigured,
Deep sorrow shadowed by a sunny face.
Gingerly I collect each piece,
Of your peaceful; merry past,
And try to fill what's incomplete,
Fill in gaps and missing parts,
In hopes of something which will last.
Pieced together by pins, tape, or string,
Against a wall that may shatter.
If we take our fondest moments together,
And make one heart between us,
What we left on the ground won't matter.
Take your soft and loving hands and
Remove the mantle of mistrust from my shoulders.
Softly unbutton the silken gown
Of regret from my skin.
Come my love and remove the veil
Of heartache from my face and
Kiss these lips that were ordained only for you.
Confiscate the jewels of deception from
My arms neck and ears-discard my fears.
Feel the fabric draped around me
Of my misgivings and set me free from it.
Kiss my naked shoulders honeyed with newfound faith
Liberated from doubt and the threat of neglect and obscurity.
My darling go further south and
Remove the thong of this world's
Hatred and prejudice from my hips and slide
Them slowly down to the floor where they can be no more.
Undress me until I am stripped bare of
The world's evil and tainted essence until like
The day of my birth, I emerge beautiful untouched and un-poisoned.
Let the nude me stand
Before you liberated from the negative-
Pure and positive and free to melt into your loving embrace.
I think about the times you have kissed my lips,
And your firm hands gripping my hips.
As our lips meet, the passionate way you touch my face,
So softly with such grace.
And as we lie embracing each other in bed,
I know one thing is true in my head,
This was where I wanted to be
Lying here, just you and me.
I love the way your hands caress my body with such care,
As I take a deep breath of air...
I feel my body start to shake,
And now my soul starts to ache,
Because for only those few hours of your time,
I know that you are mine.
It's what I have dreamed of for so long
It's a storybook love song.
Your gorgeous eyes looking into mine
You always manage to stop the time.
For a brief moment or two
I only see you.
The rest of the world doesn't matter
As I lay in your arms past hurts shatter.
I only know one thing to be true
And it's that I love you.
