It has been a year now since you passed away and it feels like it was just yesterday that I last talked to you. It is your birthday and I cant help but sit here and think about how much I miss you. We were the closest any brother and sister could ever be and before you passed away we were the last of the kids in our family. Now it is only me left and I feel so lost without you. I miss being able to call and talk to you when I'm feeling down and out. I know the pain of losing a loved one never fully goes away and right now it feels like it will never let up. I wish you were here right now cuz i could really use your help sis. You were my best friend for 29 years. In my eyes you will always be my best friend and advisor sis cuz i know that you are with mom and the rest of the family watching over me and trying to take care of me. I just wish that I could see you again and hug you one more time but I know that will only make me want more of the same. I love you Diane. Please give mom and the rest of them a hug and kiss for me and tell them all I love them and miss them. I love you all. Please keep watching over me and my family.