Deadly Desire's blog: "Blogs"

There's only so much I can take
Already shattered, with nothing else to break
Empty and hallow in everything I do
Hoping and praying, I can make it through

I struggle to breathe when I wake up in the mornings
The deary darkened clouds do nothing more than reflect my mood
Countless nights my eyes will cry themselves empty
And my misery lead me to unnatural acts

Though the blood falls so quickly
It's beautiful for what it is
The essence of life and emotions
The color of love and hate, passion and torture

For so long I have wondered what was wrong with me
No energy to focus, to move, to live
But I would never let it win
I would fight back everytime tragedy came my way

Standing alone with no one to help me
I would battle the demons within my own mind
Shoving back the thoughts of anger, pain, and despair

What more could I do besides never give up?
Even at my weakest state, I was never defeated
I found a way to make victory mine

I could see the light at the end of the tunnel
So slowly my hands would dare to reach
I pretended it I could hold, feel it, and be it
I wanted to be my own light within my own path

No one could help me but myself
When your mind is a prison, the outside world is the only scenery you get to see
Its luscious green grass sways in the soft wind
While the dead plants and poluted air dance around you in your cage

The bars are unbreakable
There is only one key
Your heart is already broken, and you can no longer breathe
The tears have long since then dried up
And at last there is nothing left for you to give

The speck of hope that lingers within you
Is the only thing you've got
So you cling to it with your entire life
Barely enough to help you make it to tomorrow
But even at that, it's still enough

*ALL POEMS POSTED IN BLOGS ARE WRITTEN BY ME UNLESS STATED OTHER WISE

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