Deadly Desire's blog: "Blogs"

The taste of my innocence still lingers on your blood staind lips

While your hands so hard and cold continue to travel along my hips

My whimpers go unheard and my heart breaking cries die

What started out as fun only turned into a horrid lie

It felt wrong to start with but I only wanted to please you

There was nothing in that moment you couldn't make me do

I was trapped in your gaze like a mouse in the eyes of a snake

But you only had one thing on your mind

There was something you wanted to take

I was too young and naive to understand where it was going

Every whisper was a sweet seductive lie that would kill me

Leaving behind a trail of blood red tears

And forever in my heart would I stay in fear

That night my world was changed forever

I could no longer call myself innocent. Not now, not ever.

You took something from me that I can never get back

Deep in my mind I wish to be given a second chance

To change that moment you broke me down to my very core

Shattered every bone in my body until there was nothing more

I still think about that dark memory every once in awhile

And I still feel the affects of your touch so disgusting and vile

I cry myself to sleep some nights wishing to forget

It's the one moment in my life that I deeply regret

So till this day people seem to think that I'm too young to understand

But what they don't realize is what happens when

You go through something so tragic and surreal

It takes away your childhood and the happiness you feel

You no longer see the world in innocence and wonder

You understand all that this world possesses, including its horrors

If only when you're young and believe you're invincible could you just stop and think

It would've been the factor that saved me from losing what was most important to me