There is something about your touch
there is something about your eyes
the gentle touch
the gaze of love
Meeting you was fate
having you in my life is pure joy
you are truely heaven sent to me
our souls are destined to be together
i know we havent known
each other for that long
but i feel like
we have known each other for an eternity
as the old sayins go
i have never known a love like this
nor have i ever thought
that love could be this good or feel so right.
you truely are the love of my life
i want to spend the rest of my days
living to make you happy
and making you feel the way i do about you.
i love you,
my shadow baby
There comes a time in your life
when all that is in the past
comes back with a vengeance
and all of your realities come back to haunt you.
all the things you have done
all the things you havent done
and all the things you want to do
all come to you in a reflection of your life.
You come to realize all those who mattered
and those who never did
what is important and what never was
and you dream of what you want.
Realization comes when you know
that everything you did
was what you wanted to do
to live with no regrets is the goal.
You come to realize
you cant go back to fix past mistakes
you must move forward
learning, growing and living.
Today, 15 years ago
i sat at the edge of your bed
all night long, waiting, listening
for a night that would never end
I heard you talk
I heard you breath
at one point you asked me
why you were here...
we laughed and talked
until daybreak grew closer
i dont know if you heard me
or even understood what we talked about
some of the conversations we had
didnt make any sense at the time
was it a dream or reality
altho i cherished every word
as i walked away just as i had done the morning before
i kissed you softly said i love you, momma
you looked at me
smiled and said i love you too
i told you i will see you soon
you told me to get some rest
i went home, layed down
only to wake up scared out of my mind...
i rushed back to see you
as i saw your face
you smiled a wide smile
you told me im glad you are back
you asked me to come closer
and so i did, not noticing all the other people in your room
you quietly said, I'm gonna go now...
i jokingly said, Ok mom you go, and by the way, where are we going????
you told me to come closer...
i did as you asked
so close to you, i could feel your breath...
you said, where i am going you cant go yet...
i told you that i will follow you
you told me no,
you said you were ready
to embrase your next journey...
i told you ok, But i will see you soon,
as my journey ends with yours
you said no... this is one i have to do on my own
it not your time she softly said to me
your last words to me...
i love you, my daughter....
My time is done...
and make sure you give your brother a birthday cake... LOL
I LOVE YOU MOM....
and miss you more and more everyday!
As she sits in the darkness
waiting for the light to come
Reflection comes so easy
creeping in like a thief of the night...
Not wanting to dwell on the past
but unable to escape it
the walls close in
she must get out of site...
Days seem so short
the nights never end
If only the two were reversed
she could find happiness again...
The stars in the sky
the blackness of night...
a constant reminder
of a lost love no where in site.
The heart once again shattered
the trust once again gone...
the pain is unbearable
on til the consciousness is gone.
Only to awaken once again
to shards of brokeness...
she trys to mend
the heart of glass.
Hope is alive once again
as the new day dawns...
a new day to dream
until daybreak is gone.
The circle is endless
and goes on and on...
to break the cycle is her goal
to love again, if only in her dreams.
in the days of yesterday
her heart was shattered
like a fragile piece of crystal
broke into a million pieces...
as the days grow longer
the nights get shorter
the heart gets swept away
in the winds that blow…
a girls heart is fragile
so may days of pain
she looks for resistance
in days that seem to never end
stumbling and falling
only to pick herself up again
to see the beauty of the current day
not looking much to the future
wondering all the while
if there is one that can mend
meld all the pieces back together
is it possible…
treading lightly she moves forward
into waters unknown
hoping that the one that found her
is the mender of the shattered pieces
guarded ever so guarded
as the water gets deeper
the trust becomes so easy
knowing that the water is always there
the water recovers as she moves deeper
filling the space where she stood
leaving no holes
it was like she was never there
is this a sign from above
that the pieces of the shattered glass
that she is has so often kept hidden are slowly mending
the glass forging together once again
if this is the time
that the heart is forged
can all the pieces be put back together
to form the shape of a heart mended…