As suicide thoughts/
slowly creep in/
i grab hold of my liberation/
My only way out/
The only object that keeps me sane/
The only thing i can control/
Not evern my thoughts are my own/
To know that i cant control them/
Only scares me even more/
I dont know what they mean/
I sit and try to figure them out/
Until i want to scream!/
Until i want to run away to a psychiatric ward!/
Until i stand there and yell out to my Lord!/
To my savior/
The only one who understands/
And tells me this isnt what it seems/
It is only a dream//
As i wake up/
I only see darkness/
I feel trapped/
deep down in this hole/
I know theres no way out/
I have gone to my hell/
I have lost my soul/
I hold the truth/
That will liberate others/
But i start to panic/
I start to shake/
As i feel a quiver coming up my spine/
I realize this punishment/
For all that i have done/
As i take my last breath/
I see my deamon telling me to give up/
So i give in knowing no one will give a fuck//
My words are nothing
But they mean so much
My mind is blank
But full of so much
My heart is empty
But can feel so immensely
My soul is dark as night
But still worth so much
I've become immune to pain
I can no longer bear it
I no longer cry tears
Like everyone else does
At times something triggers an emotion
But I brush it all off
I act as if I am unbreakable
But I am truly fragile
I act as if I am simple
But I am truly complex
I see significance as insignificant
I am me
There's no other way to say it or explain it
Love it or leave it
Accept it deny it
There's no way im willing to change who I am
Because I am simply
me
As i sit here torn up inside/ i think, i wonder and ponder why/ why this world is
full of hate, and things we despise/ surrounded by lies and misguidance/
merciless melancholy and deciet/ predictable suicides and unbearable disasters/
unwanted lives/ tormenting laughter/ unreachable heaven/ non-existing havens/
pointless wars/ unjustified glory/ broken hearts/ happy families that fall apart/
broken dreams/ shattered hearts/ pretense love/ unexplaineable pain/
inexplicable love/ As i sit here torn up inside/
i simply cannot fathom why we persue this thing we call life.......
Tell them you love them every chance you get
Make every moment count
Remind them of their worth
Trust them and they will trust you
Be honest, but watch what you say
Tact is a virtue
Let them know of your fears
Make them believe you'll always be there
Don't be afraid to show them your tears
Give them your all; they deserve it
Be their best friend
Show the respect they deserve
Don't fight or argue, talk it out
Never make them do something they don't want to
Be patient, they will come along
Don't think that because they love you, you can mistreat them
They're not your pet
They're not your trophy
When you tell them you love them, look them straight in the eyes
And when you can't look them in the eyes, pour your heart and soul into those three words
Don't make a promise you can't keep
Let the world know of your love
Random acts of love are always a plus
The gifts you give aren't about how much money you spend
But how much heart you put into them
Take risks and keep your love life fresh
Never give up. Even when the world is against you, keep fighting
It's worth it
Distance shouldn't matter
Be real, they love you for YOU
Love them with all your heart
No matter how many mistakes you make they'll be there
So do the same
Don't let one mistake ruin your life
Don't dwell on the past
Live for your future