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First off, if you are a negative responder, please do not read this. I really need care and love right now...Since August of last year, I have been bedridden due to being almost strangled to death and my back fractured. This has taken a tole on me. My husband is Active duty army, and was just told he is restarting after christmas exodus. So, I have to wait another half a year to see him. This is all very hard. This site is my world right now. It sucks that it is...but I can't go do things...so it honestly is. I care about my friends..and the people I love more than anything. I am broke as hell with all these bills, and cant do everything i want to do for people. But god, when someone does something for me..it means the world. I don't get autos much. I never have got a bomb as a gift. And the blings i get come from one person, whom i feel is wanting to walk away from me. I am really upset right now. I hve no one that really wants to just sit down and talk to me and make it better...Well, one person, but I am not their everything, so I just don't want bother them. I have been asking for the new limited addition blings becausei I need luck. A lot of it. I pray every night. I cry every night. I hate that the guy that did this to me walks, and i am surrounded by a computer and a bed. I have been thrown in the trash by so many people on here..it really bothers me. N o one cares enough to fight for me. Or my love. No one wants to give me everything ...the world...and make me smile..I feel almost worthless sometimes seeing what people do get...and I just sit back and watch. I hate asking, because people get mad, or i embarrass myself by asking to begin with. I would love it if someone just got to know me and really cared about how i feel. I would love to come on my page and see this list of autos like tons of my friends get....just for nothing. I would love to be able to be friends with those that are so caring to do so. If they are caring...cause i know some do just because of the naked or close to naked pics. I would love to be cherished again and know that i would not be let go of easy. I would love to smile all the time After these 11s, mine are up. I dont know whyn ill get more...but i will always buy them from people..as i normally do...so they dont have to gift me. All i want is to be respected...cared about...and just..loved on sometimes. I feel really bad tonight. And I only really needed one persons attention. But they refuse to be here for me...whether they think it or not...i have made them mad by me being upset and me feeling disrespected. I don't know how that is possible , but i seem to manage to fuck up everything i touch or talk to. So anyways. I am going to go watch the page that never gets showered with love...and hope my heart feels better.
