I think back to the day
you utterly destroyed my soul
you held me down accross a couch
and strangled me till I wasn't whole
You took away my freedom to go
just jog away like you
You gave me a pain that wont go away
no matter what i do
You wanted to kill me
yet broke my back instead
now i lay at home
just waiting in my bed
Waiting for a miracle
for everything to be alright
trying to trust people i dont know
them using me in spite
Right now I wait for things to heal
or for surgery to come my way
Praying those things will happen for me
I look for another day
So when you think I'm down and out
and feeling all torn up and used
please remember that I am torn and tattered
literally stripped and bruised.