When i lost aubri it changed me forever.Sometiemes i still have horrible hightmares and other i want to believe she is still here just out of my sight.i became very defensive and gaurded after she was gone.i would keep people at arms length and when they get to close i would push them away and hurt them.tho this day i dotn understand why i did t just know it hurt alot of people.There are a couple that i cannot say im sorry to .i still miss them
to those reading this and you know who you are i am sorry. i never meant for it to happen.i have learned alot from some people about what i want to be these people no matter what i have done remain close to my herat i miss them dearly even tho they dont know it.
So when times get tough and your not right please take the time to not over think things.Not everyone is out to get you even if it truly feels like it.Be careful what you say to them cause chances are they have no idea whats going on in your head or heart.Not thinking about this has cost me alot of good people in my life and i miss them.