heidi the terrible xDOSx's blog: "insane ramblings of me"

laying awake at night
sleeping eyes wide
I dream of you
in endless thoughts
of joy-filled days
love-filled nights
as I fight tired body.

you’re my stars at night
illuminating darkest soul
and you’re my sunshine bright
warming coldest heart
allowing my life to start again
as I feel your love without end
feel your friendship mend my being.

yes I fight sleep at night
as my desires only search for you
your truest sincerity holds me closely
your true love saturates my mind
and I find your face floating
coating me with warm smile
while my self denial diminishes.

I’ve evolved from abandoned love
to true romance
and when this distance
seems so vast
you make it pass by light speed
help me leave my lost alone feelings
and take my pain away everyday.

yes I fight sleep at night
as my mind is filled with
your warmth
love
touch and scent
your body so close to mine
your existence that lifts me to new life.

laying awake at night
sleeping eyes wide
I dream of you.