As I sit here crying without you by my side I think about all that I am sorry for
I am sorry for the tears
I am sorry for the damage I have caused
You saw beauty and I saw hate
You saw love and I saw disease
I am sorry for the blood that has been spilled on my account for
nothing I do will make up for that
You searched for something unknown to you and begged for help but I
turned you away afraid that if you found what you were looking for you'd
be gone forever.I am sorry for destroying the heart that brought us
together because now that we are apart I cant find you You stand in front
of me but your still not there You gave your life for me you gave me
everything that you could You saw the disease eating at me and saw that
without ur help id be gone for good but i pushed you too far,I pushed
you to the point of no return I am sorry that I ended your life I am
sorry that i destroyed the only good in my life You tried saving me
but it was too late it was too late to save the one you loved