Okay well im just starting to feel better after dealing with the lovelies at the Army hospital out here which sucks. I started drinking last night, okay i was drinking a lot and then I blacked out my friend called 911 when she realized i was unconscious they came into my home and i was unresponsive so they loaded me into the ambulance and guess what happened.. well naturally i woke up and saw some man standing over me and me not having any idea where i was undoes the belts holding me down and goes to dart for the door i get slammed back into my seat i get to the hospital and they say my heart is racing too fast and that they need to do an IV asap so me fighting and cussing refusing the IV because u do have the right to refuse medical treatment and they were like u dont have any rights because ur drunk so i got the IV and then my blood pressure dropped really low and they all came rushin back in it wasnt good but i got home this morning about 6 and have felt pretty crappy most of the day my shoulder is in so much pain i cant lift my arm above my head cuz it hurts too much and the only person who checked on me was david (cuz hes super awesome of course) mostly ive just been sitting around and relaxing i dont know i have been really lonely twilight comes out on the 21st i hope everyone is going to go see it, as for drinking yeah im definatly done ill stick to the fubar drinks from now on.