okay well today sucked so bad i mean my husbands unit hates my guts, and quite frankly i hate them too but this deployment is killing me and all we keep doing is fighting, sometimes i think about cameron diaz and how she said that marriage is a dying institution. i feel like no matter what i do its just going to be talked about as another fuck up on my part. My husband refuses to stand up for me, he refuses to stand up to anyone with rank on their chest and i hate playing these games of politics. the best way to describe the army is like your college years with all the cliques and soroities, yeah just like that only about a thousand times worse. i am trying to hang in there
