I have no right to mourn or question
as i said my own mental illness made this hit me hard, not that i never spoke to her, i did, in the mumms and the occasional shout
So last night i went on hiatus only to get an email to see A blog, the blog had accusations, which in the end. i dunno... just the alternative to the situation presented is unbelievable.. LITERALLY
i dont believe it. and i wont w/o real proof
i just find it to be a lack of tact.
even if she isnt dead, someone who i did have a lot of contact with, moreso than with her, is mourning and this is not the way to call someone a Machiavelli
Basically. I dunno.
Just frustrated,,
what i will say though...
what would the point be behind faking any of this.. i mean seriously. there are quite many ways to fake death, this scheme is too elaborate to not be believable. and even if it was an elaborate fairy tale... why put private convos on blast just for the sake of calling someone out..
