So I guess I've messed up
But it's something that's common with me
I've been dealing with shit, and the feelings I get
Aren't helping me fake it, or shake it
And I'm seeing that this is the next best thing
To brutal honesty
The sharp edges of something
You'd only laugh about in the end
So I guess I'm messed up
But that's a cognitive wakeup call
Just something to add to the top of it all
And it's hard to be the bigger person
When you're at the bottom, and you're feeling that small
let's make a mole hole look ten feet tall
You're boosting this up, and I'm wishing you luck
While the dirt is beginning to fall
But let's not trade excuses
Sometimes I'll walk around the bigger picture
To spot an intricate line, out of design
And sometimes I'll talk about all your misuses
Only to discover the cover is fine
And I'll live a little reckless
If it can fix the mess
That I've helped find
I guess I'm a little overwhelmed
That everything I've believed came back on me
And I had to choose between lying or losing
It's a circle, a circle, a circle, and I'm not going anywhere
But I'll pick apart the lighting to extinguish a glare
And I swore I wouldn't care
I don't care
How could I care?
We all know you've been there
The easy out for something we never knew about
So I guess I've messed up
But it's something blown out of proportion with me
I've been hearing this shit, taking the hits
But I'm going and blowing it off
Because even if I'm right, I've lost
You'll win at any cost
When we all know you're wrong
But didn't you say it was worth it?
And how easy it'd be to forget?
I'm over it
