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created on 06/20/2008  |  http://fubar.com/truth/b224881

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A Hard Lesson

I woke up this morning Eyes filled with tears Thoughts filled with sadness And unspoken fears Don’t think I’m crazy Because I’m really not I’ve had to push my hopes aside And pain is all I’ve got I’ve said before that I’m empty Like somebody ripped out my heart I feel like a hollow shell inside I’m trying not to fall apart There’s days like this when it really hurts The tears sting like fire The memories are a flame that ever burns And I’m walking on naught but a wire I thought if I ever saw you with someone That I would have something to say But there’s no reason for me to hurt you So I turn and walk away I know you don’t know The pain I endure I don’t let it show Not to you, to be sure I’m filled up with broken dreams With feelings of regret I’ve learned a hard lesson- One I’ll never forget

blown

So I guess I've messed up But it's something that's common with me I've been dealing with shit, and the feelings I get Aren't helping me fake it, or shake it And I'm seeing that this is the next best thing To brutal honesty The sharp edges of something You'd only laugh about in the end So I guess I'm messed up But that's a cognitive wakeup call Just something to add to the top of it all And it's hard to be the bigger person When you're at the bottom, and you're feeling that small let's make a mole hole look ten feet tall You're boosting this up, and I'm wishing you luck While the dirt is beginning to fall But let's not trade excuses Sometimes I'll walk around the bigger picture To spot an intricate line, out of design And sometimes I'll talk about all your misuses Only to discover the cover is fine And I'll live a little reckless If it can fix the mess That I've helped find I guess I'm a little overwhelmed That everything I've believed came back on me And I had to choose between lying or losing It's a circle, a circle, a circle, and I'm not going anywhere But I'll pick apart the lighting to extinguish a glare And I swore I wouldn't care I don't care How could I care? We all know you've been there The easy out for something we never knew about So I guess I've messed up But it's something blown out of proportion with me I've been hearing this shit, taking the hits But I'm going and blowing it off Because even if I'm right, I've lost You'll win at any cost When we all know you're wrong But didn't you say it was worth it? And how easy it'd be to forget? I'm over it

relationships

RELATIONSHIPS!!! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street. You need time to heal between relationships... there is nothing cute abou t baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary. Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always knows where you are, and your always readily available to him- he takes it for granted. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.
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