darkness in the early night,
cooling down the scorched sands,
my soul cooling from the wind.
crashing hard to the sand,
my head spins and i lose focus,
a spinning sickening feeling of loneliness.
knowing that no one cares,
hoping not to wake up,
wanting the darkness not to let go.
my heart does not want this,
it forces me to wake,
struggling to keep up with myself.
lost in this world is what i know,
making you happy is normality,
wishing i could be happy????
