every thought of suicides
resounding in my head
the blade is in my hand
and the note is on my bed
i look at my reflection
and someone stares back at me
she screams out to me
"hurt me let me free"
I'm standing there waiting
the blades pressured at my wrist
I'm looking in the mirror
as the blade begins to slit
now my blood is dripping
I'm falling to the ground
i fall into the puddle
red blood is all around
I'm droning in the water
I'm droning in my sins
some body's at the door
they're trying to get in
i cannot let that happen
i have to die right now
just let me die in peace
Ya'll will have a better life some how
