so i fucked up again guys.....i let my mouth go b4 muh brains.....so i was upset as usual....im never this whinney but latley idk what it is....me n sean got into it again....what else is new right....i was being over dramatic n mad things worse then what they were....n i talked to muh friend about it....n then she told him...i never wnated him to hink that i was leavin an area cuz of him....but the way it came out...thats what it looked like....so i went n bitched at her...maybe i should of....but imsorry i told u sumthin...ur wernt supposed to say anythin....and then the worst happend....muh best friend....the one that i trust with everythin....told me to deleat him off muh yahoo...and thats when the tears came,,,and i cant get them to stop....hes muh best friend n i lost him cuz ima cry baby bitch...who treat everyone like shit....i dun know why i have such great friends....cuz you know what i dun deserve em...not a one....ther all great ppl ..... n maybe i dun give them the credit that i should...especially jeremy...hes always been ther for me...hes always helped me when i needed it most...n i dint treat him right...n i dun deserve his friendship...i really dun know what else to say..i fucked up enought....i dun think things can get any worse