ok i dun know what to do anymore....no matter how hard i try..its never good enough....i put muh feelings out on the line way way to many times....i cant take it anymore.......i fell for this one guy...dun get me wrong he is a great person...but when it comes to relationship...no offence..but u suck....and yeah....but now i met this really really great guy...and im falling in love with him....but im scared....i rreally love him.....and i know that he has sum of the same feelings for me....but were soo far away....im afraid that things are gunna go wrong...n sumthin will ruin us....im scared....i dun wanna get hurt..but worst of all i dun wanna hurt him....hes the best thing in muh life....the only thing that seems to be going right.....but whats gunna happen if things dun work the way i want them too....ima fee like a jackass.....puttin muh feelings aside...i dun wanna hurt him....hes such a great guy....and he deserves the best....and i want to give him the best. but what if i cnat....what if i cnat make him happy...n things go bad....then what....one chance is all i got....and if i lost him too....life wouldnt be the same.....i say that alot....but every person that i have been with has effected muh life....the last one the most....hes such a great guy...really he is....we juss cant get things to work how the should...but now....im in love with the sweetest guy iv ever met....hes kind n thr when ever u need sumone............but im scared....so i just dun know what to do...........
