i should be happy right? i mean 4 long years are coming to a close. well im not. i am so sacred. the last few nights have been absolutely terrible. all the stress and anxiety of the tests, letting a lot of people down if i fail. and not to metion WHERE THE HELL am i going? i mean i know what i want to do-be a firefighter. the pays not great starting off but firefighter all have second jobs. i am more than ready to move out. i tryn to find some inexpensive apartment somewhere... fuck this sucks. stess is litteraly maken me crazy... it sucks
lookn back high school sucked. i did make some ver great friends-you know who you are and i feel there is no way i can ever repay yall- ESAR has been a huge part of my life and will always be. i have nothing but good memories.
anway when i finish this week ill post more
oh yea IRON FUCKN MAIDEN may 21. its gonna be hellacious on me cause i gotta leave late cause of BS school. then make it back thursday for some BS graduation shit. oh well its gonna make on helluva story one day
