Im Not Spoild Just well take care of's blog: "dear heart"

A MEMORY HUG Your loss has left a hole in your heart. That hole never goes away... you learn to live with it. With acceptance of the loss and changes in your life, the pain lessens. Eventually memories fill up the space, but it never goes away. Then, when you least expect it, a memory spills out of the hole in your heart and washes you clean again with tears. Think of it as a "MEMORY HUG

1. My grandmother started walking five miles a day when she was 60. She's 97 now & we don't know where the heck she is. 2. The only reason I would take up jogging is so that I could hear heavy breathing again. 3. I joined a health club last year, spent about 400 bucks. Haven't lost a pound. Apparently you have to show up. 4. I have to exercise in the morning before my brain figures out what I'm doing. 5. I don't exercise at all. If God meant us to touch our toes, he would have put them further up our body. 6. I like long walks, especially when they are taken by people who annoy me. 7. I have flabby thighs, but fortunately my stomach covers them. 8. The advantage of exercising every day is that you die healthier. 9. If you are going to try cross-country skiing, start with a small country. 10. I don't jog. It makes the ice jump right out of my glass.

New Lawyer Joe grew up in a small town, then moved away to attend college and law school. He decided to come back to the small town because he could be a big man in this small town. He really wanted to impress everyone. He opened his new law office, but business was very slow at first. One day, he saw a man coming up the sidewalk. He decided to make a big impression on this new client when he arrived. As the man came to the door, Joe picked up the phone. He motioned the man in, all the while talking.. "No. Absolutely not. You tell those clowns in New York that I won't settle this case for less than one million.." "Yes. The Appeals Court has agreed to hear that case next week. I'll be handling the primary argument and the other members of my team will provide support.." "Okay. Tell the DA that I'll meet with him next week to discuss the details.." This sort of thing went on for almost 5 minutes. All the while the man sat patiently as Joe rattled instructions. Finally, Joe put down the phone and turned to the man. "I'm sorry for the delay, but as you can see, I'm very busy. What can I do for you?" The man replied "I'm from the phone company..I came to hook up your phone."

ok tonight is so shitty i feel as iam loseing everyone i love walks away from me why do i keep getting hurt? why do guys seem to walk all over me am i that stupid i cant see it ? why am i open to all these freaking questions with no answered... oh that's right i know why here's the story i was hanging out with my bestfriend tonight we have known each other sence we were in 3rd grade so thats a pretty long time we we're hangin out around here playing pool just laughen acting (goofy) like we have always had to other friends here b4 i new it i was standing a lone he told me he hated me (tears) streaming down my face i couldn't breath for a second what have i done wrong for everyone to leave me like they do i just want some one to love me for me im smart i love life iam not spoild tonight it felt like my whole life i based it on is a lie i am loseing my friends why?? im am honest person why do guys tend to keep breaking my heart??? someone answer me cause i seriously don't know anymore !!!!!! i feel so lost and empty

What heart of hearts wants free, A procrastinating mind has hidden the key. To unleash such knowledge and intentions, Could go good or bad, with or without mentions. Should it be told or should it not? Lest his life shall soon turn to rot. For here in the shadows a young wolf crawls, Residing in obscurity his true self calls. His mind races wild with ideas of new, Just like a skydiver’s first step into the great blue. Away lies his fear, across many a sea, The darkness which threatens him, and also helps hide the key. For if this challenger does travel thus far, It would be the end of maddening thoughts about his star. And with his boisterousness he hides his heart, Never knowing, never feeling his this all came to start. Should he let loose his feelings and frustrations? Or be left with his anxiety and possibly false affections? What heart of hearts wants free, Has he even started to look for the key?

Alongside the wide grey road stood I, To watch a procession passed by, Of the damsels, rather all in teen, Of the same size height and colour, The bulk and body; dressed in green, But all bore the features quite different. Drenched them the incessant rain; They passed and passed by jostling, In silence in rows long, unendingly, Numerous, countless were they all, Neither worried, nor did seem happy; Glanced they at me with stealing looks, And I stood silent with lowering eyes, Peeping into innerself like a criminal, When brought among the fellow men. It confounds, troubles me when I think, Whether their plight was shown to me, Or mine to them, I could not decide

All this while, I'm not sure why, I walked along the pathway of illusion, Full of colourful lies. During my journey, I was so innocent and blind, Failed to see and realise, It's plans of mastermind, As for this colourful lies, Appeared so beautiful, wonderful, and kind. So, it succeed in clouding my innocent mind. Led by this colourful lies, what can I say, I struggled very hard during my life's journey, I lost my true self and my dignity. After so long being lost, Slowly, day by day, I managed to walk through it anyway, Not sure how, Nevertheless, very glad I'm finally out, For this pathway of illusion and colourful lies, Are not at all nice. Keeping in mind, The lessons life has taught me, I've become wiser and diciplined, Ready to walk again, determined, My remaining life's journey, Only, this time.... Along the pathway of Reality.

All this while, I'm not sure why, I walked along the pathway of illusion, Full of colourful lies. During my journey, I was so innocent and blind, Failed to see and realise, It's plans of mastermind, As for this colourful lies, Appeared so beautiful, wonderful, and kind. So, it succeed in clouding my innocent mind. Led by this colourful lies, what can I say, I struggled very hard during my life's journey, I lost my true self and my dignity. After so long being lost, Slowly, day by day, I managed to walk through it anyway, Not sure how, Nevertheless, very glad I'm finally out, For this pathway of illusion and colourful lies, Are not at all nice. Keeping in mind, The lessons life has taught me, I've become wiser and diciplined, Ready to walk again, determined, My remaining life's journey, Only, this time.... Along the pathway of Reality.

Take my soul I have nothing left Take my heart It’s made of ice anyway If you hurt me I’ll feel no pain I’ve become so numb to all feeling I do not love I shall not hate I can’t fear I show no emotions I ‘m alive but then again, I’m dead I wish to invisible Sometimes wishes do not come true Everyone stills sees me I do not have happiness If you were to cut me I could not feel my blood leave me How I long for death But it does not come true I have no more emotions left to give