Don't fret too much Cathy. Like a lot of us, you deserve better, and you WILL find better.... I know sometimes, when the pain is intense, it doesn't FEEL like it, but Karma DOES exist, and those of us that are worthy, eventually get what we deserve, and those unworthy, reap their reward as well...........
Just hold on
and you will see
you are better off
than he.
He was a lesser
man and knew
He had no nerve
to follow thru
You cannot make him
feel the hurt now
he won't feel it 'til
you've long ceased caring...
The loss hurts more
for you right now
but it shall pain him
far longer for his erring....