Firefly2662's blog: "Poems"

You'll never understand what I go through All because I'm in love with you. Everything I have sold. All the lies that I have been told. You say you love me So why can't you see? All the pain you put inside I wish I could just run and hide Why do you do this to me? Do you want me to just let you be? I don't know what to do anymore I feel to you I am just a bore. My time with you is coming to its end I will love you until the day I die. Please don't make me say goodbye.

If he only knew. The love we had, that he just blew. I wish he felt my pain inside. I wish he saw the tears I've cried. He gave me my dreams then took them away. And "why talk about it now?" is all he has to say Soon I will be strong enough to take that walk. Right now I stay and try to talk. Is it him? or is it me? Am I just too blind to see? The love I have for him inside Should it show or do I let it Hide? Why does he tell me "I love you"? When it seems he will never say "I do". He says he wants to grow old with me Do I continue to fight or just let him be? He always puts me to the side Is that the reason I feel he lied? I don't know what to do anymore. I can't cry again and my heart is sore. Am i just another girl on his step ladder? Then what about this baby, pressing on my bladder? I love him so much I really do But is he ever going to get a clue?

As the tears run slowly down my face I dream of a white dress lined in lace. All I ever wanted was my happy ever after But all I seem to get is a whole lot of laughter My family's all gone, my friends all astray God tell me why does it have to be this way? I pray and pray please let this work out But by the end of the day we only scream and shout Will it ever work for me? will I ever win? Let the pain end. When does my happiness begin? Everyday he says he loves me So why can't someone make him see. My life is just falling apart. Why won't he stop breaking my heart? Why does this love cause me so much pain? I can't do this anymore I'm going insane. All I ever wanted was for him to be by my side. But everyone keeps telling me he lied. He tells me, the rumors, they aren't true. So why do I continue to feel so blue? Why can't he see the love I have inside? By the end of the day all I have done is cried.

I never thought I would be with you. Now I cant wait until we say "I do" All my dreams finally becoming real. Thank you so much for letting me feel. The thought of you is constant in my head. From the time I wake until we return to bed. Your touch sends tingles down my spine. I cant believe that you're all mine. Our lives together we will be able to share All because the day you told me that you care. Everyone saying we won't make it anywhere, Why do they have to be so unfair? Then you look deep into my eyes I can't help but realize That no matter what they say or do. You'll always love me and I will always love you. Then we continue, our long growing strong. Thats when we know we will stand the fight all along. The only one that matter are just us two. It doesn't matter to us what they say or do.

Why does it hurt so much inside? How come it's pain I always hide? I took the risk, I took the fall I thought it's supposed to be worth it all. Time passes and days go by, I want to smile, but I only seem to cry He tells me he'll give me all my dreams So why does he keep tearing them down to the seams? My emotions are in such a whirlpool My friends keep telling me Im such a fool Why does he have to keep breaking my heart? I know this isnt the way its supposed to start. Till death do us part, for better for worse will we make it or is this just a curse I love him so much I long for his every touch Then he turns and walks out the door All the sudden it starts to pour My dreams are washing down the drain Why does he continue to cause me all this pain?