i wish i knew who i was. like, sometimes the lines get blurred, even for me.
i sometimes wonder 'is this really who i am?' and then i think 'or am i jus acting like the person people exspect me to be?'
i want to jus sit down one day, and go thru everything, and figure out who i really am.
i mean, jus think about the simple stuff.
like do i want to talk like that? do i want to smoke/drink/drugs? do i want to read thos books? do i want to wear that shirt? do i want my hair like that?
is it ME that wants it? or is it me wanting to please OTHERS?
I really hopes im doing stuff for me, not for others.
