Most days I just look at life,specifically my own and just see emptiness. I haven't,seen too much left good left and it hurts It makes me, sad... I have noticed as the days, months, years go by the emptiness and the lonlyness come and go often. I feel emotion but bury them deep away, having to put on a "smile" to hide what I feel inside. If I could go back and change my life I would do it with out second thought. God I know I made a couple of stupid mistakes in my life... As I write this sitting listening to the rain, makes me wonder how much longer I can keep puttin on a smile everyday.