Why is it that you see someone who seems to have a problem within their life and you try to help them, or they say something or post something that gets your attention and you try to show them a different side of what they have going on and you always end up on the crap end of it? Well, tonight I saw someone floating across the screen with a status that said "Looking for one guy to prove they aren't all the same." So me being a very genuine and understanding guy, who is not like any guy that anyone will ever meet; I attempt to show them that there is a guy unlike any other. So as I attempt to show a little compassion to the situation laid out by this person, they have to go take care of their child, so I sit and wait for them to come back. As I attempt to be a friend and show her that I am unlike any guy, and there is someone different than the rest; out of nowhere she comes off and says that she is going to go back out with her ex. At this point I am like so why am I trying to prove that there is anyone different? This really gets old, because all I do is try to make people happy. With the head injury I sustained 11 years ago, I have that aura about me. All I do is strive to make people happy, and then in the end I always end up unhappy. I wish there was something I could do about it, or that I could stop caring so much, but that is impossible. I have always been a caring and loving individual. When someone so caring and genuine tries to show compassion, why is it turned away more often than not? Why is it that I care so much about people, and get hurt more than not? It is because that is the kind of person I am. I am willing to go out and do whatever I can to make you happy, regardless of how it is going to affect me.
