You know, it's never pretty when one grows older... especially when it is ungraceful.. time seems to fly by, and no one is paying attention to the changes around them anymore because they are so damned busy. I have fallen down the rabbit hole.. as I have always been the 'obeserver' now, I am in charge of my own universe. It's funny it took this long to finally figure it out.. what is life? who is god? Why am I here? Unfortunately, the answers to these questions only pertain to me.. it is a duty of all to figure out these questions for yourself...for me, I am God, I am here to create, life is only an illusion..and everyone I see is part of me, and they are themselves as well... by the choices they have made in their lives, and the 'programing' they have recieved from the stimuli they are surrounded by.
I used to think that life was a situation of daily tasks and goals, however, I couldn't have been more wrong..it is about experiencing everything that is around me, and to create the most perfect universe I can, in the space I allow myself to work with... to see in everyones faces a part of my own fears, expectations, and dreams. there is no other reality that I am aware of, just what I experience.
I didn't see it before because it was not there, I just one day awoke, and BOOM!! it hit me. we often do not see what is in front of our eyes, our brains just filter it out... The closest thing I can relate all this to is quantum physics... facinating!!
